Sun Came Out

There is nothing like the bliss of being sad when you walk away. 

Where are you I need you to find me please love me

I’m still not really sure how to feel about things, or even fi I have a right to feel about things. Mum and Dad never fought really. It’s just like they stopped liking each other anymore. It feels a bit like Dad never really did like us, but really tolerated us. It hurts John more, he’s changing his name as soon as he can. But. I don’t really care? As much. If Dad doesn’t want to see me, fine. I’ve got Mum and John, and my friends. And Kesteral. 

It’ll be interesting to see what Granny and Grandad are like when they get back.They’re a bit hard.. to… change the minds of. I really hope they don’t marginalize Mum too much. They really did care for her, and. I’m not sure if she’d mind or not, but I’d miss her at christmas.